Moments of Growth

Looking back I realize how much of my life I've spent worrying about life.  Yes, sounds silly right?  Well, even though worry was on the surface, in between, and below, I still found those rare moments to enjoy the moment, and in spite of the fact that these moments originated from emotional impulsiveness, I do not regret any of it.  There is a certain feeling of peacefulness and tranquility one attains when, after much self criticism and destruction, one finally finds the way to forgive oneself, reflect, learn, and create the good self.  Yes, I have changed, not who I am, but instead, how I am.  Thank you to all the people in my life who have given me a little piece of themselves to me, for all of you have a place and print on the road map of my life.